Monday, October 30, 2006
LOL!!!
OMG!!!This is so god damn funny...The story is tat the wife caught the hubby cheating on her...The rest u ppl can read for urself...HAHA
It's too late
Why...Why come back now?You know it's too late...
when you went,You didn't even gave a reason...
you just left me hanging there...
Everyday i long for your call...
But not once i picked up the phone i hear your voice...
Why come back only after i got over you?You came back too late...
I'm already torn.
Go away...
I'm happy with where i am now...
Don't spoil it for me...
If u still treat me as a friend,respect my decision.
O lvl chinese
Well...Jus came back from school...I went to re-take my o lvls chinese paper...Well...Paper two is kinda easy...Haha...But oh God i 'm so screwed for paper one la...Can u believe it?My pen ran out of ink when i was writing my newspaper report...God damn it...And i nearly ran out of time...I finished my last sentence with 2 mins remaining...Christ...How unlucky can i get?
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Short short short
Wah...Jus went for my haircut...Dammit...I regretted going for it...Now mt hair is so so so short...Shit shit shit...I bet bert's gonna laugh her heart out after she see my hair...God...
Family Outing
Wah...Jus came back from the picnic...family outing...Haha.We went to lower seletar reservior...It's very nice there...Haha.It's been ages since my whole family went on a outing la.Well,it was fun...And the weather is very cooling...Can u believe it?I brought books along to mug...I know,I can't believe myself too...I'm becoming a bookworm le...Gosh...Anyway,my uncle and aunt brought yummy food...Fried beehoon and mixed veg...Yummy.And my mom cooked her best dish,curry!!!But not so nice as those she usually cooks...Coz this is a new curry recipe mom's trying out...So dry la...But still ok la...
We were talking alot sia...Talking bout school,work,and stuff liddat...Then the topic suddenly switched to my sis...My aunt and uncle was talking about how bimbotic my sis wasbecoming...Then cheryl did a impersonation of my sis...So god damn funny la...I was laughing my ass out...Lol...
Well,something freaky happened...I totally dunno wad to do sia...I told dear bout it...I think dear got a little unhappy over it...I think...But i ain't telling u guys about it...Kinda private...
And THERE WERE STARS!!!ALOT OF EM!!!WOOT!!!Damn nice i tell u.I sort of lie on my back and gaze at em...It was so so so nice la...And the atmosphere was there too...So i kinda wished tat dear was there...I miss her...IT WAS SO SO SO NICE!!!
Haha I got bored...And took out my books to mug...And it's so so so dark la...But there was a camp light there...So i used tat light.But the light attracted so flying insects...So pissed la...So i gave up...Haha...
Yea...Tats about it...It was fun!At least to me la...Heh...
Friday, October 27, 2006
Mugging...
Oh man...I don feel good...My head hurts...Dammit...Pain pain pain...Feel like dying now...Gosh...U ppl better be grateful tat i'm still blogging now...Heh...No la!joking only...Well...Ntn much happened today...I went to library today to mug...But OMG...There's no freaking seats!So no choice...Go to Mac lo...And Spencer had to chose a smalllllll two seater...I'm like HELLO!I'm so big size u want me to squeeze into such a small seat?Jesus...But i jus sat down anyway...Haha...Den mug mug mug...Until i cannot take it...Then i told spencer i'll go to the library to check for seats...But god damn it...Still no seats...Made a wasted trip...So went back to Mac...And squeezed back into tat small small seat...Haiz...Then continue mugging...And tat big big TV screen is only above my head...And OMG!The commercial for D.O.A kept repeating la!So god damn distracting...All the girls...Haha...I'm a guy,wad do u expect?
I'm so looking forward to tml la...i'm going for family outing!Yay...hahas...With my whole external family...Well,almost whole...I think it's going to be so so fun...I'm going to bring books along...Tat kinda sux...But,No choice also...Hahas...MUG MUG MUG!!!
LOL...Okok...I'm gonna rest now...My head's killing me...God...
GB event
Amazing huh...Nah...It's jus a event...Haha
Thursday, October 26, 2006
I believe i can fly
I believe i can fly.R.Kelly
I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can flyI believe
I can flyI believe I can fly
See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life
I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh
If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
Hey, cuz I believe in me, oh
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothign to it
Hey, if I just spread my wings
I can flyI can flyI can fly, heyIf I just spread my wings
I can flyFly-eye-eye
This is a nice song...It's kinda old but it never fails to take my breath away...Heh...
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
A little reminder to myself
A little reminder to myself...Heh
Pictures
This cat is cute huh?
Nice Huh?I like this cross...
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Mockingbird
Mockingbird.by: Eminem
Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me
Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
When I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there? Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world When it spins, when it swirls When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream
[Chorus] Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise momma's gon' be alright
It's funny I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in Either kept getting broke into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here I like the sound of that, yeah It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment
[Chorus] And if you ask me too Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)
Monday, October 23, 2006
Headache...
Phew...Wad a day...Actually,ntn much happened...Hahas...But,i had a headache for nearly the whole day...Pain...I guess it's because i studied late into the night...Hahas...My body is aching...Ow...Esp my thigh...Very suan...
Well,cheryl came over with her mom...She brought books to study...I'm like...COOL!Lets mug together!lol...
Well...Tml gonna go mug again...With spencer and cheryl...Hahs.Cheryl's gonna teach me Chem...I suck at chem.TOTALLY...Hope i can understand wad she's teaching me...Hahs.Off i go...Good night^^
Wad is ur deepest fear?
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine as children do.
It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone.
And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
I'm not gonna care
Right...From now on
I stop thinking,
I stop worrying,
I stop caring,
I don give a shit about ppl anymore....
Tats about it...
Damn
Hey ppl...Good morning!!!I'm having my breakfast now...Ham,eggs,hot dogs...Yea...Oh,and orange juice too...Haha...I know i'm lame...>.i jus read something quite disturbing...I dunno...I just feel tat i can't really do anything for her...Helpless...Damn...And she's not really not willing to share...It's kinda worrying...Aiyo...Sometimes i jus feel tat i'm all alone...Damn it...
Aiya...I guess i'm jus thinking too much...Hahas...And i'm done with breakfast!!FULL...LOL
change
Hahas...I just change my blog's skin...Nice nice?LOL...Change is good!OK...I was kinda pissed today...I mean...I forgot to bring my keys out today...I was expecting someone to be home...But when i got home,OMG!!!There was no one at home...I'm like"shit..."Then i called my mom...But,damn...My sis took the phone with her...So i got no choice but to wait for my folks to come home...I was already so tired la....Then still hav to wait for them to come back...WTH...I was so so so pissed la...And i waited for a bloody hour!!!OMG...No choice lor...I revise abit while waiting...When i finally saw my parents home,i was SO SO SO relieved...Hahas...
Thursday, October 19, 2006
心雨
心雨上梢的日月牙
白色的竹篱笆
好想告诉我的她这里像幅画
去年的圣诞卡
记忆在你的芜杂
画面开始没有她我还在装傻
噢 说好为我跑挖草学习摆弄它
学生宿舍空荡荡的角守着电话却等不到她
心里的雨倾盆的下
也沾不湿她的发
本应该明显跟上的牵挂
那伤心原来没有时差
心里的雨倾盆的下却始终淋不到她
寒风经过院子里的枝芽也冷却了我手中的鲜花
上梢的日月牙
白色的竹篱笆
好想告诉我的她这里像幅画
去年的圣诞卡 (去年的圣诞卡)
记忆在你的芜杂
画面开始没有她我还在装傻
噢 说好为我跑挖草学习摆弄它
学生宿舍空荡荡的角守着电话却等不到她
心里的雨倾盆的下也沾不湿她的发
本应该明显跟上的牵挂
那伤心原来没有时差
心里的雨倾盆的下却始终淋不到她
寒风经过院子里的枝芽
也冷却了我手中的鲜花
心里的雨倾盆的下也沾不湿她的发
本应该明显跟上的牵挂那伤心原来没有时差
心里的雨倾盆的下却始终淋不到她
寒风经过院子里的枝芽也冷却了我手中的鲜花
Phew
Right...Just had my prac today...It was easier than expected...U know,i was sooo happy when i saw tat the pendulum was on the table...I'm like thinking,"it'll be a piece of cake!"Hahas...The chem part was quite easy too...I think i got all my observations correct...Hahas...But my answer for A...I got wrong!It was suppose to be Copper(ii)chloride but i only wrote copper down...My brain was cock...I wasn't thinking straight...hahaz...A pity...Hav to minus one mark...And the last part...OMG...I know it's crystallisation...But i did not explain enough!When jeremy told me what i should write...I'm like"Ok...Shit...."Lol...Tat costed me three marks...Damn...Hopefully i can pass this paper...And i was so tired today la...I literally slept like a log in the afternoon...After i came back from school...Hahas....Zzz
退后
退后
天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后 并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离
一幕最新的结局
像呼吸般无法停息 抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去 被算是真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
如星的眼泪是多余 我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空 我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续 天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后 并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离
一幕最新的结局
像呼吸般无法停息 抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去 被算是真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
如星的眼泪是多余 我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空 我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续 我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空 我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续
This song is niceee....Hahas...if you cant see the chinese characters, go View,then press Encoding and select Unicode.Yups...hahas
Releasing
Right...I know it's kinda late now...But i can't go to sleep...I hav my O lvls science prac tml...It's so OMG la...I can't wait for the whole thing to be over...it seems like onli yesterday tat i'm still relaxing,fooling around...Feeling tat the O lvls is still far far away...But now...It's ugly face is staring straight into mine...Well...Nothing much today...Oh wait...I rmb!It's Jeremy's birthday!Happy birthday bro.Hahas.Really glad to know u...^^.Today...Went to the library to mug,as usual...I practically spent the whole day there la...It's kind of like a norm for me nowdays...I've been going there so often tat it seems like my second home already...And i also recieved a call...It kinda brought my mood down...and caused me to start thinking...
I'm staring into space now...I've got alot on my mind...I feel like drinking...Jus to put aside everything...But i'm not doing it...I got to be sober for tml prac...I kinda regretted doing something tat i shouldn't hav do...Because of one moment's foolishness,i caused the whole thing to become so strained...Damn...I jus hope tat things will turn out better...I really do...
I'm kinda thinking alot...Wad exactly is maturity?How do we actually obtain it?They say it comes with age...Rubbish...I've seen ppl in their mid twenties still being childish...I feel tat maturity comes throu the things tat one go throu...Experiences....Tats wad makes us change our thinking bout life,love,everything...Our way of thinking really comes from the things we see and hear...and depending on how we look at it,we make our decision...So it actually takes time...So i guess i still got a long way to go...But hey,Gimme time...Ppl do change...
There's alot on my mind...For some reasons i'm starting to really think alot...About my life,the world,and our beliefs...Are we suppose to cling on to something so desperately jus becasue u r trying to fit in?Even u know tats it wrong?I dunno..But i'm really thankful tat there's a superior being tat don jus judge us by our actions...By actually look beyond...And look into y we did wad we did...Tat is the beauty of grace...I don think many ppl actually hav tat quality in them...I don think ppl are all tat noble anymore...
I know all these sounds quite emo...But it really feels quite good to release all of these once in a while...It's really hard for me to really find someone tat i can share my thoughts with...I guess no one really understands me...Not even my love ones...I guess i'm jus a eccentric one...it's not all tat easy for me to trust ppl...It's quite hard for me...So sometimes i rather shut up and not share...Cause i see no point in it...yea...But it doesn't means i'm proud ok....It's jus tat i think in a different way...Hahas...I'm not depressed ok...I'm jus letting out everything...hahas...Or i'll break down k?LOL...Kk...i gtg go le...It's really late...Phew...Feels so good to let so many things out...Hahas...
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Fcuk unknown
Well...I guess...It's settling down at last...I kept thinking...and i think way too much...I dunno y...I'm jus born this way ok...Haha...Can't really do anything about it...Anyway,thks guys,for taking my side against Mr unknown...Esp spencer...haha.Loyalty man...U rock.And The rest of my frens too...Not hearing frm him le...Guess he decided to back off huh?He's crazy...He thinks he can jus come into ppl's blog and insult them however he like...WTH...A very big middle finger to u,Unknown...
Monday, October 16, 2006
WTF?
Well...I guess things r back to noraml...Yup...Quite a relieve...Haha...some guy,who apparently got no guts to show him/herself,is irritating mi...Wad the hell la...If u want to lecture mi,do it openly...Don be a irritating asshole...Sry ppl...a lot of vuglar words might be in this post...Bear with mi...I mean...Wad the hell la...I'll gladly take ur advice if u show urself...And i'll even overlook how rude u were...But NOOOOOOOOOOO...Got no guts to name urself...And i was trying to be nice too...U worthless piece of shit...Spencer is right...This guy does jerk himself off everyday...somemore need someone to help him...Not enough strength left in those worthless hands,huh?I'm jus trying to be nice...Its ok to come at mi alone...But if u cross the line,and hurt my frens or her,i'll make sure i take u down myself...U got tat?U piece of shit...And it won't be nice...U can be sure of tat...I'll make sure u'll feel like u were nvr been born...It'll be a living hell for u...If u don belive me,TRY ME...
Dammit
Well...I can't bear it...I really can't...But...Guess she needed a time out...so i jus sent her a msg in the morn...well she din reply...Nvm...Let her cool down first ba...Haiz...I really don know how i survived in school today...My head is full of thoughts of her...All i did was jus to put up a strong front...So tat ppl won't worry...But...Once i got home,i broke down...The jacket she returned mi...full of her smell...I can't help it...It jus reminds mi of her...Well...If she really makes a decision to leave mi...I guess this is the onli thing left to rmb her by...I still love her...Tears are still flowing...I dunno why...I know she haven got over him yet...Tat poem says it all...Maybe...I was a fool to decide to wait...I dunno...But i'm still waiting...And hoping for her to come back...I hope...
Thks to all my frens for trying to help...But...I think i'll always feel empty,incomplete without her...Well...The haze is bad today...I look out the window and i couldn't see anything...It makes mi worry bout her...She's in Sentosa...i'm worried bout her...She stills hav cough...Haiz...
Down...
It's not mi...I knew it...Even i braced myself for it...I still couldn't take the blow...Of all ppl it had to be him...I did not expect it'll turn out to be him.Pieces of my heart are scattered around...Who can pick them up?Sorrow...My best fren...Always around mi,even when i don yearn for u.
Ur presence is not comforting...But at least u're there for mi.
Ppl's mouth are full of words...Liars...But u,u'll nvr lie to mi...
U're always there...Even when my tears were flowing...
U don stop them,but make them flow endlessly...
Washing away my pain,my guilt,my memories...
Thank u...Now,Accompany mi to my death...
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Tat biatch
She wrote a poem...I don know who it's for...I don think its for mi...It hurts...My heart hurts...Tears are pouring out...It hurts...Y am i always the one tat gets hurt?It's not fair...God...It's not fair...Is it so hard to love someone?I think it is...i did so much...But i don even know if i hav a place in her heart...Tears r flowing...They flow for no one but her...Can someone pls pull out the knife in my heart?It's hurting way too much...It's unbearable...it's too much for mi to take...I'm sorry...I tried to be strong...But all i did was to put up a strong front...This is the poem...
let me fall back on those memories.the days that we spent together.where we used to laughed, cry, and get angry over the silliest things.you were always there.to make sure i was happy.and you always make that extra mile.just to see me smile.iloveyou.
It's hurting too much...Maybe i should start to be selfish...My heart is in pieces...
Empty promises by tat biatch
This sux!I really don know wad's with her...One moment she can tell mi tat she won't ever leave mi...Now she tells mi she wanted a break up...Wad is this la...I know i think too much and stuff...But it's onli because i really love her...But now...Haiz...Things weren't the same...
Wad to do?Now she tells mi Give mi a break...I really don know...Is it wrong to worry for someone who u really care for?now i feel all the stuff she told mi like 'I won't leave u','i love u'...kinda feels like empty promises...Nw all i can do is to let time decide...And wait for her decision...But for her i can do anything...And i mean it...Man...This really sux...
Saturday, October 14, 2006
lonely...
Dammit... Sian ar!!!!!RAWR!!!I'll be so lonely today...My baby can't come here pei wo...Stupid...SIAN AR!!!When are u going to come?I got kinda sick of waiting le...Dammit...And she got this stupid dream...Wad the hell...Bout her dream guy or something...-_-'''....I got kinda pissed...Haha...No la...Joking onli...
Toking bout dreams,One of her guy fren who likes her,got this dream in which i tok to him on msn...Telling him to stay away from my baby cause i'm her bf...LOL...I would like this dream to come true...LOl...Well...In a way it did...Haha...
And i heard stories bout tis guy too...Can't say i like him...Yup...I don think u guys will too...LOL...
Kk...I gtg rot alone le...BB
Peace,
Ivan
Friday, October 13, 2006
Fuck McClaren
OMG!!!WAD iS WITH MCCLAREN!!!WAD 3-5-2?!SIAO AR?!Excuse mi while i cool down...Really...Wad's with him?OMG...And tat Robinson...Wad the hell la...Jus admit u made a mistake la...Dammit...But NOOOOOOOOO...Have to blame it on the pitch...Apparently he doesn't hav any balls to admit it...Come on!At least be a man about it...Damn...ARGH!!!England lost 2-0...OMG...See wad u can't do with a good mid fielder?RAWR!!!Stupid McClaren...Even the former one did a better job...
PLS ENGLAND...STICK TO THE 4-4-2!!!RAWR!!!
Gotta go vent my anger on something...maybe on tat poster of Robinson...LOL...Joking...
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Possible?
Is this even possible?!LOL...
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Hey ppl...Went to school today...Haha...If nvr go will kena scolding from her...Scary...LOL...Anyway,I was glad i went today...Although i got Tummyache during D N T...LOL...D N T sux by the way...Totally sux...I hate it...Yup...U heard mi...
Today Spencer told mi bout this dream he had...I kept laughing and laughing after i heard it.In the dream,Mr Chan and the discipline teachers came into his classroom for a surprise spotcheck.They were told to empty their bags.Spencer found his bag to be very bulky and heavy.He didn't know wad was inside.When he emptied his bag,Issues of FHM mags fell out...I was already laughing uncontrollably at this point...LOL...In spore schools,Bringing FHM to school is like bringing Playboy mags to school...LOL...So funny...
Ok...I'm going off le...Gotta mug...MUG!!!Damn...I hate tat word...But then again,who does?LOl...
Peace,
Ivan
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
I think u can see wad we're thinking...LOL...Dinah edited this...HAHA...Thks dinah,for helping with my blog!U're the best!
My baby drew this...Nice?lol
julia is a 13 year old girl who had heart problems..she had difficulties having a bf cause she wasnt pretty enough and moreover,she is sick..she was the only child dat her parents hav..she started moving frm yishun to punggol then to tampines..as she move house,she changed skool too..moved to this strange skool name one tree high..she was scared as ppl over dere might make fun of her but she was use to it so she juz have to bear with it..the next dayarrive and she went to skool she was late and so she was rushing..den she bump to this guy..*BUMP*her books and his books fell and they started apologising to each other,he insists to sayin sorry to her...he was a popular guy in skool,the most handsome and talented soccer player,his name was mike went to class coincedently..they both were in the same class,so dey chatted along the way to class,dey both were scolded as they were very late..aftereverything was settle..the teacher introduce..the newstudent.."class,this is julia our new classmate...let's give her the warmest welcome!"......every1 started to whisper to each oder as she was some1 wif heart problems...but mike didnt...?? AFTER 2MONTHS mike n julia become closer..eventually,theybecame bf/gf...den every1 started making fun of mike,especially his teammates at football and even his best frens...asking him why did he become julia's bf,as julia is sick and said that it was really stupid of him...but mike juz said,"i just love her..she mean alot to me...when feelings comes,nth else matters..."julia meanwhile was looking frm far,she look sad..mike den saw julia running out frm the main gate,he started chasing after her..after a few min of chasing..he caught up with her..she was crying and so he asked why..she said dat she did not want tobecome a burden to him and dont want to spoil his reputation and bein made fun ofby his peeps..be4 she could finished her sentence..he stop her and kiss her cheek sayin i love u and HE MEANT IT..eventually,she stopped crying..and mike said"we will neer be separated...nth can come between us!"5 monthstime--------------------------------------------julia found that she was feeling terribleby her heartproblem..mike sent her for check up often,so dat she can get well ASAP and they can get on their date smoothly,but never will he noe that her illness is gettin more and more serious as days went on...one day,mike received a call frm julia'smother............."julia is in a bad condition now,it may be fatal..come here quickly..."so mike took a cab and went to the hospital...thedoctor told mike dat julia had only a 30% chance of surviving...he was devastated..he den ask the doctor if he could do anything to help her?and so de doctor replied to him..........and they went on havin a operation...6 hours later-------------------------"julia,julia..are u feeling ok?"said her mom...julia started opening her eyes.."yeah im alright,feeling much better already...mom,where's mike?is he here in the hospital?i miss him so much!""u must be prepared to hear this.........he donated his heart to u juz tosave u,and it caused his life...he had passed away..."julia was shocked..she cried non-stop,feeling bad and guilty everyday...mike truly love her,and jus wanted to save her,but it had cause him to leave the world so soon...Now and forever... his heart will be hers'and they can never be separate...
I saw this on the net...Share it with u guys...^^
WOAH!!!Pretty rite?lol...Its the real thing somemore...Not fake...lol...NICE
I'm here again!To update my blog...Lol...Din go school today...I overslept...Dammit...Hav to mug the whole day le...Bo pian...I miss going out and play!!!Esp the beach...I wanna go kayaking!!!lol
I was so damn pissed with someone la...He said something tat he shouldn't...He din know tat it was offensive to mi...And he still thinks tat he's not in the wrong...I mean,at least say sorry or something...But noooooooo...He insisted tat he's not wrong....Wad the hell...ARGH!!!Haiz...Nvm ba...No point staying angry at a brother also...I try to forgive and forget...
Ok...I'm signing off here...Take care ppl...BB
Peace,
Ivan
Monday, October 09, 2006
Hey ppl...New blog...lol...Decided to get one cause i screwed up my last one...>.<...lol...O lvls r coming ppl...STRESSSSSSSS!!!RAWR!!!Damn...Cannot take it...It's like fighting battles everyday...Physically and mentally...Haiz...Dammit...I'M GOING CRAZY!!!!lol...Help me keep my sanity pls...
No time...No nothing...It's coming...R u really for it?If u can't take the heat,then u're screwed...Damn...I hate to think tat...So stressful...Haiz...I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!RAWR!!!lol...
It's been a few months of mugging le...Hope i can really do well...It's like i coming to the end of the road...It's now or never!!!GOGOGO!!!lol...
Ok...Signing off here...dunno wad else to write also...lol...Suggestions anyone?lol...BB
Peace,
Ivan