Monday, October 16, 2006
Dammit

Well...I can't bear it...I really can't...But...Guess she needed a time out...so i jus sent her a msg in the morn...well she din reply...Nvm...Let her cool down first ba...Haiz...I really don know how i survived in school today...My head is full of thoughts of her...All i did was jus to put up a strong front...So tat ppl won't worry...But...Once i got home,i broke down...The jacket she returned mi...full of her smell...I can't help it...It jus reminds mi of her...Well...If she really makes a decision to leave mi...I guess this is the onli thing left to rmb her by...I still love her...Tears are still flowing...I dunno why...

I know she haven got over him yet...Tat poem says it all...Maybe...I was a fool to decide to wait...I dunno...But i'm still waiting...And hoping for her to come back...I hope...

Thks to all my frens for trying to help...But...I think i'll always feel empty,incomplete without her...Well...The haze is bad today...I look out the window and i couldn't see anything...It makes mi worry bout her...She's in Sentosa...i'm worried bout her...She stills hav cough...Haiz...