Sunday, November 05, 2006
Tears...

Tears are flowing as i write this...It's been a few days since she went away...
I'm alone at home right now...so...Lonely...There's no one to share my sorrow...
I just went thru some stuff in my drawer...As luck would have it,i came across the box while looking for S.S notes...Every single letter,every little things she made for me...was in there...
As i look thru everything...I could not help it...Tears just come naturally...y can't i just put those feelings away?
God,u r not fair...I gave everything i could...
But...I still lose the one thing tat i would die for...her...
U r jus not fair to me...
So God,y don't u jus take me home now?Everything would jus fade away if u do tat...
I would not feel any more sorrow...No more tears...
Yes...How great would tat be...take me home lord...